I don't want another pretty face

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 02:58:40 GMT

Why do I always have obsessiveness problems?

<3

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 02:50:15 GMT

Sometimes people can be wicked retarded. I'm obviously not as good of a friend as I thought I was.
The end.

Love,
Lindsey

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 03:10:18 GMT

I hate history essays.

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 00:29:24 GMT

TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Annie Dorgan
First Screen Name: pandalover? something retarded like that
First Pet: Lauren and Kimberly...my goldfishes
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: hmm probably the baby next to me in the hospital nursery
First CD: Pocohantas soundtrack
First Car:
First Love: hmm
First Stuffed Animal: my lamb, but if you count blankets, my white blankie.

NINE LASTS
Last Alchoholic Beverage: hmm
Last Car ride: home from school
Last Movie Seen: amityville horror
Last Phone Call: kendall
Last Bubble bath: i dont know
Last time you Cried: a couple days ago maybe?

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: no
Have you ever been arrested? no
Have you ever skinny dipped? nope
Have you ever been on tv: umm only the community channel.
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regreted it? nope.
Have you ever had a sex dream about someone? nope.
Have you ever had sex? deffinately not
Have you ever cheated? no.

SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. white and pink socks
2. jeans
3. pink striped longsleeved shirt
4. earrings
5. white cami
6. tan bra
7. white and purple undies

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY/YESTERDAY
1. watched tv
2. went to school
3. been on the computer
4. dressed up as Ballerina Barbie
5. gone to marching band
6. did homework

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER
1. friends
2. family
3. sleep
4. food
5. boys

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ALMOST ANYTHING TO
1. K
2. A
3. K
4. E

THREE CHOICES
1. gold or silver? white gold
2. dirty sex or sweet sex? sweet
3. new york or new orleans? new york, deffinately

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. fall in love
2. be successful

ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. Not starting this stupid history essay sooner.

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 21:47:54 GMT

Becuase it always snows on October 29.

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 16:17:43 GMT

surveys are funner then updates.

* section 1 - about you ...*
+ Known as: Lindsey
+ Lives in: Stoughton
+ Birthday: January 31
+ School: SHS
+ Religion: Catholic
+ Shoe size: 7ish
+ Hair color: dirty blondish
+ Eye color: brown
+ Style: ummm cute clothes.

* section 2 - have you ever... *

+ Cheated on someone?: no
+ Been Cheated on?: no
+ Fallen off the bed?: yes
+ Broken someone’s heart?: umm not that I'm aware of
+ Had your heart broken?: not broken, but shattered
+ Had a dream come true?: yes
+ Done something you regret?: yes
+ Cheated on a test?: is there anyone who can honestly say they haven't?

* section 3 - currently *

+ Wearing?: black comfy pants and a white long sleeved shirt
+ Listening to?: the rain
+ Located?: my downstairs
+ Chatting with?: Kendall
+ Watching?: nothing
+ Should REALLY be doing? umm maybe my english essay? but it's only saturday

* section 4 - do you... *

+ Brush your teeth?: yes i doooo
+ Have any piercings?: 1 in each ear
+ Drive?: no
+ Drink?: only non-alcoholic beverages
+ Smoke?: nope, its icky
+ Got a cell?: yes

* section 5 - the last person you... *

+ Hugged?: umm probably someone last night at homecoming.
+ Kissed?: Lindsay Sikes on the cheek yesterday
+ IMed?: Kendall
+ Talked on the phone: my aunt just called
+ Yelled at?: ummmmm probably my brother

* section 6 - personal *

+ What do you want to be when you finish college?: im not sure, either a doctor that doesnt do anything with blood, a lawyer or something in fashion
+ What has been the best day of your life?: umm there's lots
+ What comes first in your life?: friends
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: not at the moment.
+ What are you most scared of?: death
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: how tired i am, or what i'm gonna wear the next day
+ Did you lose someone you really loved?: last Feb...
+ How many times have you fallen in love?: not yet
+ Love your family?: yes
+ Love your friends?: yes <33
+ Are you a virgin?: yes

* section 7 - favorite *

+ Movie: The Notebook
+ Song: You and Me- Lifehouse
+ Band: ummm...
+ Store: American Eagle
+ Relative: Lauren!! <3 hehehe
+ Sport: field hockey and softball i guess?
+ Ice Cream Flavor: mint chocolate chip
+ Fruit: grapes or apple
+ Candy: umm i have a couple
+ Day of the Week: Friday night
+ Time: night
+ Color: pink
+ Name for a Girl: Madison Rose
+ Name for a Boy: Christopher James
* section 8 - do you *

+ Like to give hugs?: yup!
+ Like to give kisses?: yea
+ Like to walk in the rain?: only when I don't have to be somewhere
+ Prefer black or blue pens?: blue
+ Like to travel?: yes
+ Sleep on your side, stomach or back?: umm stomach
+ Have a goldfish?: no, they died when i was in kindergarden. :(
+ Ever have the falling dream?: probably
+ Have stuffed animals?: yea

* section 9 - what do you think about... *

+ Abortion: against it....its soo sad.
+ Suicide: i think its horrible.
+ Smoking: ickyy
+ Eating disorders: it's sad that people are so unhappy with themselves that they would physically hurt themselves
+ Summer: <3
+ Tattoos: ickky
+ Piercings: ummmm not in weird places

* section 10 - this or that *

+ Pierced nose or tongue?: nose i guess
+ Single or taken?: single
+ MTV or BET?: MTV
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: 7th Heaven
+ Sugar or salt?: sugar
+ Silver or gold?: white gold.
+ Chocolate or flowers?: chocolate means i love you
+ Color or Black-and-white photos?: umm colored, but if they're fancy ones then black and white
+ M&Ms or Skittles?: m&ms
+ Stay up late or sleep in?: both, but sleep in
+ Hot or cold?: cold
+ Mustard or ketchup?: ketchup
+ Spring or Fall?: both, in their respective seasons
+ Happy or sad?: happy
+ Wonder or amazement?: amazement
+ Mexican or Italian: Italian
+ Candy or Soda?: umm candy
+ Pepsi or Coke?: Pepsi

prep

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 23:30:44 GMT

Goth
Do you wear black eyeliner?: no
Is most of your clothing black?: no
Do you think about death often?: no
Do you want to die?: no
Do you like Hot Topic?: no
Do you enjoy Tim Burton's Movies?: no
Are you nice?: yes
Are you fond of a fair complexion?: umm?

Total YES- 1

--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: nope
Do you wear Vans/etnies?: nope
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: deffinately!
Have you gotten in trouble with the PIGS: no
Do you listen to punk bands: no
Do you have any piercings?: yes, 1 in each ear
Do you like/wear mohawks?: no
Do you wear Band t-shirts: no
Have you called someone a poser?: i dont think so
Do you think punk rock is awesome?: not really

Total YES-2

--Prep--
Do you say the word "like": yes
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: sometimes
Are the A&F models hot?: yes they are
Do you pop the collar?: no
Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: considering i've never been in there before, yes
The only nerd you like is Seth Cohen?: who?
Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?: "im like sooo obsessed"
Do you like pop music: yes i do.
Do you want/have a little dog?: no
Do you spend your money on expensive clothes: yes.

Total YES: 7

--Hippie--
Is your hair long?: yea
Are you a vegetarian/vegan?: no
Do you own a tye~dye shirt?: umm not to my knowledge,but if i do its the ones that you make as a fun activity in like 2nd grade.
Do you want peace?: yes
Save the animals?: yea i guess.
Do you think war is unneccesary?: ummmm depends. i think trying to stop terroism was neccesary but staying in Iraq was unneccesary
Is love essential in your life?: sure
Have you smoked pot?: nope, and i never will.
Do you go long periods of time without shaving?: no.
Total YES: 4 1/2

--Gangsta--
Are you from the ghetto?: no
Do you own bling bling? no
do you wear do-rags?: no
Do you like hip-hop?: sometimes.
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world? no
Do you believe he's alive?: no
do you like afros?: not really.
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: besides when i read this outloud, no.
Do you like to dance?: yes
Do you call someone your homie?: no
Do you wear hooded sweatshirts?: yes
Total YES: 3ish

--Emo--
Do you cry often? sometimes
Are you emotional?: yes
Do you like soft music: yes
Do people not understand you?: i dont think im too complex of a person, so yes.
Do you write your own songs?: no
Is your hair dyed dark?: no
Do you cut?: nope
Are you lonely?: no.
Is Ohio for lovers?: umm?
Do you own haggard shoes: nope
Total YES: 3 1/2

--Surfer--
Do you surf?: no, sometimes i wish i could?
Do you wear flip flops year-round?: umm i wish i could, sometimes i wear addias in the winter with socks though.
Do you wear your hair shaggy?: nope
Do you wake up at 6 or before every morning?: only during school, and thats only for like the first 3 months
do you own any pairs of shorts?: yes
Do you have alot of patience?: depends
Do you want to be at the beach right now?: yes, <3 beach
Do you hate tourists?: because stoughton always has a HUGE tourist population. but serioulsy, if i lived in a touristy city, yes i would
Do you have good balance? yes i do.
Total YES: 5 1/2ish

- -Geek- -
Do you wear glasses: only when i can't see the board.
Do you get good grades? yes
Do you use an inhaler?: no
Do you stick pens and calculators into your pockets?: nope
Does your mom pick out your clothes?: no
Are you on the computer often?: yes
Do you ever get picked on?: no
Do you look forward to go to school? no
Are you shy around the opposite sex?:ummm sometimes i guess.
Total YES: 4ish

Whichever you got the most "yes" on is what you are. When you re-post this bulletin, put your new label in the subject box. With your own answers of course.

UPDATE!!!

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 02:58:40 GMT

Hey guys. Can you believe it? I'm updating.

Anyways, my summers been good.
Disney was unbelievable.
Hawaii was awesome.
The Kelly Clarkson concert was great, short, but great.

That's basically the highlight of my summer. Lol.
I should put up my disney pics soon.

I'm kinda mad becuase I really didn't get that tan in Hawaii. I mean who goes to Hawaii and doesn't get tan. Obviously me. I really hate how my family is not really big beach people. I mean, we went to the beach and everything, but like not for the whole day. My parents are big tourist trap people, so of course we have to do the touristy stuff, so we'd get back to the hotel at like 2 and then go to the beach for like 2 hours if we were lucky. But I mean I guess it's not that bad, becuase we saw soo many people who were like as red as lobsters cause the sun is sooo strong there you have to be really careful. So that kind of sucks. But I deffinately want to go back, but just to Maui because its soo much better then Oahu.
I went snorkling with fish, and sea turtles, (my dad saw a shark, but don't worry it was a little one that only eats fish, and I didn't look at it.) I went parasailing too! and I was gonna try going scuba diving but I got into the pool with all the euiptment on and I just couldn't do it.

So yea, I have to do something soon cause I'm bored.
Field hockey captains practices start on Monday.

I'm in such a throw things away mood. Seriously, I just want to take everything in my room I don't use and throw it away. Kendall, you would be proud I hope.
Anyways, I'm gonna go do some summer reading becuase I've only finished like 2 books. And then I still have to read 1776 which is like a million pages about the American Revolution. That should be fun. My dad wants to voluntarily read it, he's nuts.

I wanna go to the beach and maybe visit Em.

Love,
Lindsey

Tue, 31 May 2005 19:12:09 GMT

I thought it was about time that I updated.

School's almost over. Only like a month becuase of all the snow days.

I've been in such weird moods lately.

Nothing really interesting happened today. I have something on almost every weekend coming up. Then vacations and stuff and then field hockey and marching band start. I haven't decided yet if I like the show for next year. I'm siked for field hockey though.

This is boring. I have nothing interesting to say which is weird becuase i haven't updated in forever. Actually that's a lie. I just don't feel like typing things.

I hate when parent's plot. I wanna know whats going on. Possibly is it for an upcoming trip?!

I still think this was an incredibly boring update. Maybe I'll have some interesting entries soon.

Love,
Lindsey

When fate turns cruel, you're on your knees, so desperate for one truth, know that I have loved you

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 23:37:15 GMT

I love how I don't update anymore.

Let's see, last night was the talent show. It was awesome, people did amazing!!
Then I went to Town Spa with Em, Meghan, Allison and Jim. It was good. We ordered 2 pizzas and ate 11 slices between the 5 of us. Jim ordered a womanly drink. lol
Me and Leah starred at Thalia and Peter, they didn't notice.

Today was the Pride of Stoughton. My group picked up trash behind the ramps at the skatepark, like trash 1 1/2 feet high!!! Then, me Lauren, and Meghan went along the path and picked up trash/cigarettes/glass. Fun, I promise.
Then I painted. I love how driving down the access road, one fence is gonna be pretty, bright silver metallic paint, and ones gonna be rust. Then it rained and I went home.

I switched for the 5 mass tonight. Ben Wilson, I doubt you will read this, but I feel bad becuase tomorrow at 11 is the first communion mass, and I feel bad that I switched with you, but I want you to know that I didn't know it and I didn't switch to get out of it, I'm doing the Walk for Hunger. I feel bad.
May 15th is Deacon Pat's 25th Anniversary of something, so Fr. Kelly asked me to serve at that, he said there's gonna be like 15 Deacons there!!!!!

So ya, Walk for Hunger tomorrow. Hey, are most people meeting at the train station, or high school? Lemme know.

I'm so excited for the Relay for Life. We need a team name. I love Kendall's email, its so professional looking!! lol, like you outlined your email!!! We have a game in Foxboro that day. So it should be fun trying to get there in time. Maybe Silva will let us leave early.

I have a huge OCD when it comes to guys. Yea, I decided that on the phone with Kim and Ken today. lol.

I'm going to Emily's soon, so I gotta go eat dinner!!!
My family is soo incredibly weird.

Love,
Lindsey

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 20:06:54 GMT

Vacations over. That makes me sad. I wish I'd had a better one, like I wish I'd did more things, or got more things done...like finishing cleaning my room. oopsies.
All my homework is pretty much done, just a little bit of English vocab left.

Last night Kim came over, we watched The Notebook. Geez I love that movie. Too bad my sound on it is still broken. But only like the first five minutes,and a few of the deleted scenes. I wonder if the store will still take it back since its been a long time. hmmm.
Today I saw the World Series Trophy at the Police Station. That was pretty cool..

I'm mad I didn't get to do anything with Lauren. I couldn't go into Boston with them because my dad didn't want to make two full trips into boston. He was "taking the day off". Guess what he did all day? Worked from downstairs.......But we'll have to go another time, deffinately!

Lots of people are coming home from vacations today.
Phil sent me pictures of Amanda's new house. It's gorgeouss!!! I'm so sad she's leaving.

I can't believe we have 4 games this week. For field hockey, we had so many practices and not a lot of games. Softball seems like we have a lot of games but not a lot of practices. I don't know if I should play summer since I'm gonna be gone for about 3 weeks.
I'm soooo excited for summer.
I had the weirdest dream about field hockey last night. We were playing on ice, but field hockey, not hockey. Then the fire alarm went off and we all had to go outside in skates. Lots of people fell cause they couldn't walk in skates on the pavement. It wasn't SHS though, it was so weird school. Okay yea, that was my dream.

I dont know if I should get an ipod or not. I need someone to explain to me how they work. lol. Then I'll decide. I still haven't gotten my Confirmation present from my parents yet, maybe that can be it. I don't think I want that Coach purse anymore. Maybe I'll get an ipod instead.

I want it to be warm. It's the end of April and I've worn capris to school like once.
Wednesday was sooo warm.

Emily needs to be better!

Love,
Lindsey

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 20:20:41 GMT

I'm in a muccch better mood today. Softball was good. We won 12-2. It was incredibly hot out. Me, Alyssa, Lizzie, and Erin had some fun conversations on the bus. lol Alyssa deffinately didn't eat the whole box of those things. lol

I ate some lunch, and now I'm here.
Kendall and Annie called today. Sounds like they are having a fun time.

Lauren- we need to talk. I got your message, but we need to actually talk.

I was on the phone with Kim, and she was cleaning her room. It kind of makes me want to clean my room. Who knows if I actually will.

Tomorrow should be a good day.
I need to brush my teeth. I'm sure you all needed to know that.

Love,
Lindsey

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 16:49:39 GMT

I swear I love vacations where all you do is yardwork. I promise. But I mean it's kinda good right? because it'll make my house pretty? But like I'm sanding the fence in my backyard because we're repainting it. But honestly, why does it matter if it's sanded? I mean it'll look nicer, but it takes sooooo incredibly long. I'm so sick of it. I mean, it's been like, what 2 years since we started talking to this guy, and nottthing. Peter's going to college soon, and it's soooo incredibly pointless. I'm sooooo sick of it.

I wanna go to the mallllll to get new spring clothes. But who knows when I will because of all the stupid yardwork. I think I would rather be in school then do yardwork. I hate it soo much.

I'm in such a bad mood today. Plus the fact there were 2 bagels left this morning, and I was about to get one and then Peter ate it. Then I was gonna go get the last one, but my dad took it. And they drank all my juice cause I don't really like orange juice so my mom buys me Twister and I had like one glass.

I need to get in a good mood. How do you get into a good mood?

Okay, I'm gonna go before I get everyone into a bad mood.

Love,
Lindsey

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 16:07:56 GMT

I thought maybe I should update, since I haven't in like a million months. I'm so happy its vacation, I deffinately need one. I really wish I was going away, I need to go away. I want it to be July soooo bad. I can't wait for Disney and Hawaii!!! Me and Lauren are gonna do something though so that's good. I wish we lived closer.
Honestly, this time last year bugged me, but I could seriously care less now. Like I feel like I'm a totally different person. Last year I was mad that they were going, and I'll admit it, maybe even jealous? But this year it doesn't bug me. I'm not sure why, but it doesn't. Kim, you're probably the only one that knows what I'm talking about. lol.

Softball is going good. We won yesterday. Emmy- feeeeel better. <3

The lockdown was kinda fun. We were in A307. We thought it was a drill. But then they founnd a suspicious package. haha paint?

geez I'm already stressed for next year. lol But hopefully it will be okay.

Love,
Lindsey

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 00:09:27 GMT

x what’s your name:
x what is your first memory of me:
x how long have we been friends:
x tell about one memory we share together:
x describe me in four adjectives:
x if we could spend a day together what would we do:
x name one thing you really don't like about me:
x name one thing you really do like about me:
x if you could give me a gift what would it be:
x have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
x have we ever hugged:
x have we ever danced with each other:
x have you ever seen me cry:
x have i ever offended you:
x what is something embarrassing that I've done:
x what do i usually look like when you see me:
x what do i say all the time\what’s my catch phrase:
x do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
x do you think i am bitchy:
x has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
x what advice would you give me, in general:
x wanna make out:
x suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
x is there a song that reminds you of me:

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 16:50:02 GMT

I thought it was time for an update. It's been awhile. I love how I'm such a hypocrite. Like, I read people's livejournals and I'm like, hmmm they reaaly need to update. And yea, March 8th. Go me.

Today is the Umass Lowell Competition. I think some of my cousins are coming. Who knows. Tomorrow is Easter. I loved Mr. Dorgan's email about how we have to be there at 8, "oops did I say 8 Lindsey? I mean 7 45" Maybe I'll be totally awesome and show up at like 7 30. Even though that won't happen.

Let's see........

So softball starts next week. I know I should be happy because I made it, but like I don't want like 20ish people on my team. I know that's selfish.

I'm kinda mad about something that was supposed to be "us" and its not "us" anymore. But we'll see.

This is a totally random entry.

Happy Birthday Peter. Wow he's 17. He's old. And wow, I'm 15. I'm old. A couple weeks ago I was talking to my mom in the car and we were talking about graduating and she's sad. Cause Peter's gonna be gone in 2 years and then me.

I can't wait till this summer. I'm soo excited.
Lauren- April?!??? Any more news?

Jenna L. is yelling at me.

hmm anything else??

I had a lovely conversation with Kenny last night. We talked about lots of things. My three biggest fears incase anyone wants to know, are 1. fire 2. losing someone 3. never falling in love.

I really want to watch The Notebook right now. I love that movie. Maybe I'll go watch it before we have to leave.

OHHHHHH!!! They are making The Sisterhood of The Traveling Pants into a movie!! It comes out June 3. KLAKE- mark your calendars!!!!

wow, this was a long entry.
Guess what? I get my braces off on Thursday!
The snow is melting!!!
This is like the record time for me not wearing capris! (lol Em!)

Love,
Lindsey

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 03:06:04 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKIE!!!!

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 20:30:14 GMT

I would just like to say that I'm so incredibly happy its Friday.

I presented in biology today.

Shelia wasn't there, so English was good. She left us this weird assignment. I think she's wicked obsessed with Our Eyes Are Watching God. She always asks in class if someone can tape it, and like today she left us an article in a magazine about it to read and then answer questions.
Then we had some nice discussions. Geez, lots of people want to be in KLAKE. lol. Adam, if we need another A we'll let you know. Same goes for you Brett with a B.

It was cold waiting for the bus today. But me, Lindsay and Jackie talked about the DC trip last year. Some good memories.

I feel bad, I hope Jackie's mom changes her mind. I wish she was going. I wouldn't want all my friends to go but me and have fun without me. I told her we can dress up a pillow and pretend its her.
I'm excited.

It's nice to know that people feel the same way about it as me. I hope everything gets better, but I kinda think it might. I hope so. I miss the way it used to be.

I'm going to the Broadway Revue tonight. Just thought I would let everyone know. lol

Me and Em are gonna make some food for the foreign language culture night.

Maybe I'll update some pictures now. We'll see.

Love,
Lindsey

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 21:37:37 GMT

I wish the Relay For Life was this weekend! For a couple of reasons.
Well not the part about sleeping in a tent, because there's snow on the ground. And it's cold.

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 21:12:25 GMT

Yea so I promise that this isn't the first time in two weeks that I've updated.

Ummm lets seee, vacation was pretty bad. I worked on science fair like the whooole time. The only good part was that I went to New York, but that was kinda bad cause I got sick. But Beauty and the Beast was really good.

Monday was a lonng day.
Tuesday we had a delay, but it was still a lonng day.
Yesterday was even longer because of science fair. That was okay, I did kinda bad though for two of the judges because I didn't use my note cards. But I did really good on the third because I used my notecards. Me and Alyssa had some nice bonding time. I miss her, I never get to see her anymore :( We should definately do something soon.

Lewis has been absent all week, awesome. She's gonna be back tomorrow though, probably. We have a quiz tomorrow though. I hate it when teachers do that. They are out all week, then you give the kids a test???

People presented in bio. They did good. Me, Lindsay, Jenna and Stacy are gonna go tomorrow.

We wrote an essay in english. I hate writing essays in class.
History was wicked funny.

The band room was quite amusing after school lol
Betty went on a search with me for candy after school. I found none. :(
EEEK I'm wicked excited for
Disney!!
Relay for Life.

I wish that people didn't change. So many people have and I miss their old selves.

Happy Birthday Emily!!!

Happy Birthday Lizzie!!!

I really need to update my pictures. Horribly bad.
This has been a loonnng week. Thank god tomorrow is Friday.
Shelia isn't gonna be there tomorrow. That makes my day!
I really wanna go to the mall.
I love how these are totally random.

Love, Lindsey

I watch the world around me crumble

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 21:43:12 GMT

OMG IM SOOO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!!! I HAVE TO DO MY ENTIRE EXPERIMENT OVER!! My results aren't what they are supposed to be and Zeeland doesn't know why. Neither does Fedora or my brother. Like, I've spent over 5 hours this week after school doing it, and now I have to do it again. And my dad has a friend who could help me with it, only he's in South America. I just want to fast forward to February 28, that way science fair will be over. I serioulsy hate my project. At first, I was like hmm this is interesting. Now I hate it, with a passion. Mr. Zeeland let me take everything home, so now I can do it at home cause I would never have enough time to finish it. And it's not like I left it on purpose till the last week before vacation. I was gonna do it the week after midyears, but then all the snowdays so it would only have been Thursday and Friday so I was like I'll wait till next week. Then, the next week happened to be my Grampy's wake/funeral so obviously I couldn't stay. Then it was this week. I'm taking college chemistry so I don't have to do a project next year. Oh, and thanks Fedora for your lovely way of writing the Review of Literature. But, it's not like I started, so I dont have to go back and change anything. Like, I would just be like, I'll do my project over vacation. I wish that I had done it so I didn't have to do the entire thing over vacation.
I hate school.
I don't think I can take four years of this.

My dad just called and said we can email his friend in South America. He's a scienist so that's good.

I just ate a whole bag of Kit Kat bites that were a part of my present from Jackie. I feel yucky.

I though today was gonna be such a good day, no band, history long hour, I was going to finish my project. Now it sucks.

Love,
Lindsey

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 21:47:15 GMT

I can't believe that I stayed after yesterday until 4 and then today until 4, plus I went D Hour today because of it was only jazz band today and I'm STILL NOT DONE WITH MY EXPERIMENT!! But I only have to test freezing, and then I'm done. Ohh, I forgot. I have to retest cantaloupe at room temperature because I screwed that one up. This was a longer experiment than I thought. Why do I always pick complicated projects? Like, I think I did it right, but I'm just confused, and I don't know if my information is right.
Geeez. I deffinately hate science fair. Next year I wanna do Does Light Affect Plant Growth. lol. That would be sooo easier. Easier than testing to see if the Vitamin C content of Tomatoes, Cantaloupe, and Oranges is Effected by Freezing and Boiling.

I can't wait for vacation, except for the part where I'm doing science fair the whole time. But that's okay. I'll wake up, work on science fair, then do stuff with people at night or whatever. Hopefully I'll finish early in the week so I have a little vacation. So if you talk to me online, ask me why I'm not doing science fair. Okay, enough about science fair.
The only thing I'm doing so far during vacation that doesn't involve science fair is going to New York to see Beauty and the Beast on Saturday!!

Health was stupid. We had to read and summarize. I hate reading and summarizing. Plus, we have already learned about it for like, EVER.

We have a math quiz tomorrow. It's kinda easy thought. Parabolas and stuff.
Ewww we watched this gross film strip in bio about diseases and Phil pulled down all the "maps" above the board.
Me, Kim, and Jenna balanced books on our heads in English. I promise we do work in that class. Annie made a lovely power point about clauses and her hair looked gorgeous today. Amanda made up a song about clauses that you sing to Oops I did it again. lol, that was funnnnny!

Then band which we didn't have and now we're back to science fair. Yucky.

I talked about the Church Disney trip with my mom last night. Things are looking good I think, I think.
So excited for that!!! I hope everything works out.

Love,
Lindsey

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 21:56:52 GMT

Today was pretty good, except I had a headache like alll day. But that's okay, I took some medicine and now its better.

So last night, I liquified tomatoes, cantaloupe, and oranges for my science fair project. That was fun, I swear.

CCD wasn't too bad becaue Father Kelly talked about Disney!!! I'm wicked excited. I hope I can go, and everyone else can go too. It'll be sooooooo much fine. My parents said they would think about it.
EEEEEKKK I'm sooo excited, plus we'd be ther over the 4th of July!!!!!

I love how we do nothing in Sheila Fields class for the first like 1/2 hour. It's awesome :)

Lunch was fun. ERIN!!!!!!

So I worked on my experiment after school in Mr. Zeeland's room. Geezz, it's gonna take forever. I hope I finish it. But maybe I can go there D hour tomorrow if Mr C is only going to be working with the jazz band. Wouldn't it be awesome if Jackman was absent tomorrow and then I could go work on my experiment long hour. I would love that. Then I would probably be able to finish it tomorrow. I doubt Jackman will be absent though. It's deffinately a little nerve raking when at the end, Fedora and Zeeland were both there, watching me. Geez, a little scary when your bio teacher and a chemistry teacher are watching over your shoulder.

I'm excited for Disney incase you didn't know. I don't even know if I get to go yet though, I hope so.
I've had Remember Me stuck in my head all day.
I'm really tired.
American Idol is on tonight.
People are weird sometimes.

CONGRADULATIONS to everyone who made SEMSBA!!!

Love,
Lindsey

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 21:07:41 GMT

Happy Valentine's Day!!

So lets see...This weekend was awesome. Saturday was wicked fun. I'm so proud of Jessica. She did awesome. Emily and Kim were so funny. Kim's skate was untied, so she was falling and Emily went to catch her, and then she fell too. HAAHA. (it's one of those you had to be there things.) Then we had pizza and watched the notebook. ( Too bad my dvd player was being wicked annoying.) I love that movie. It's so romantic. Then we ate pretty princess cake.

Field hockey was horrible. The ref deffinately hates Stoughton. She called like a bizzillion million corners on us and then stood between Kim and the other girl so Kim couldn't get the ball. wowwwww. Oh and she screamed at our team about wearing jewelry but I counted and there were at least 5 people on the other team with jewelry on. I promise we didn't lose 16-3.

Then I showered and was ready in like 45 minutes!!! Deffinately a record for me. Anyways, then I went to my aunts for brunch for my grandma's birthday. That was fun. My 5 year old cousin called me and Lauren Dana, Tina and Daphney. Where does a 5 year old get those names? Me and Lauren played some pretty intense games of air hockey. Ohh, and she talked to some kid on xbox live. lol. silly boys and their video games.

I need to put pictures online wicked bad. I have like soooo many, not even kidding. I'll probably put them up during vacation. I think I need a new picture site.

Today was okay I guess. Except I couldn't stay after to do my science fair, so hopefully I'll be able to get it done in like 3 days?? I hope or else I'm screwed. My dad said though that if I'm nervous about what I'm doing, he can call one of his clients who is a pharamcist who can kinda help explain how I am going to do the experiment. My dad knows soo many people. It's nice to know someone with connections. lol

So yea... this weekend was interesting for other reasons too.

I can't wait till next weekend, cause I'm going to see Beauty and the Beast on broadway.. I love Beauty and the Beast.
But then my whoole vacation is dedicated to science fair, so I hope I finish that early in the week so I dont have to be stuck doing it allll vacation.
Okay, maybe I should go do my homework now, because we have CCD tonight.

Love,
Lindsey

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 21:07:44 GMT

I hate death. I just hate it. Like, I understand that people have to die, but I wish God could have made it so when someone died, it didn't hurt your heart.

The wake was nice. Lots of people came. Annie's parents and Kendall's both came. All of my dads family came. Lex came, lol Lauren. It was open, but it was okay because he didn't even look like Grampy, so it made it easier. When I first walked in and saw him, I started to cry, but then I got better. Then, at the very end my dad told me to go say goodbye and I broke down.

The funeral was nice. Mrs. Griffin came to the funeral, that was very nice of her. Lex was there, so were my aunt and grandma. He was an amazing man. I miss him. I'm never gonna see him again. He built a car, all by himself. I think it was a '34 Mercedes or something. It's amazing. My Grammie put me and Peter's pictures in the casket so we would always be with him. I broke down. Peter played Taps at the cemetary, and they gave my Grammie the flag and the Marine presented it to her by the President and a grateful nation.

When we were driving home last night, Peter said that on the way home from my other Grandpa's funeral, there was a JPO license plate, which are his initials. Then, the other day he saw a license plate that said ME2. Grampy used to call me Me too, cause I would always say me too when they asked Peter a question or whatever.

Part of me wonders though if he had not fallen and broken his hip, would he stil be here. Like, did falling kill him. If he didn't fall, would he have still died?

I love you Grampy. I'll miss you forever. But I know you are there, in a better place, looking down on us.

1Corinthians 13:4-7

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful, or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irritable, and keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.